12.08.09 Personal

36 Cookies

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t's one of the most distinct things I remember from childhood. Although I wish it wasn't. It started with the satchel, a leather sidebag that was donated to orphans in Mexico. I happened to be at the orphanage that weekend, playing with kids my age while my father worked on building a new septic tank, and a new group of Americans visited the orphanage with bags of clothes and items. A kind lady spoke to the kids in broken Spanish and then handed out donated items, and I received the satchel. Probably because I looked like lived at the orphanage.

I took the bag home and it became my most coveted item. One Christmas--as my family prepared to visit a popular neighborhood filled with Christmas decorations and lights--I made batches of cookies. They're for the family, I told myself. As my father called everyone to the car, I dumped three dozen cookies in my satchel and sat in the back seat of our minivan. A few hours--and 36 cookies--later, I peeled myself from the backseat and went to bed, worrying I ate more cookies than Santa does during his gift-dropping expeditions.

Every Christmas when I make cookies, I can't help but think of that moment. The moment I reached into the bottom of that leather satchel and realized it was empty. The moment I realized THIS IS THE BEST CHRISTMAS EVER!


Here's a photo of a gingerbread man I made last night...I accidentally broke his leg before the picture, but--ehhh--you can't win them all.

**Don't forget tonight's SmugMug's Christmas Party and to bring a canned food item!**
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Dillon Driscoll - Cutest story ever. I am leaving your blog right now because I have just spent 3 HOURS going through and I can't help but feel re-fueled and inspired. Thank you so much, and please let me know when you speak, do a workshop or anything photographer related in Arizona. I am dying to meet you.   07.10.14 - 3:44pm
Life with Kaishon - What a special story. : ) I am so glad that lady did something kind for those children. I just hate to think of children that don't get presents at Christmas. It breaks my heart!  12.10.09 - 7:06am
carlie - oops.. i commented on the wrong post... i need sleep.   12.09.09 - 4:17pm
carlie.renee. - lincoln LOVED jd, can't you tell??   12.09.09 - 4:16pm
cassandra m - You bake cookies too? I wouldn't believe you were real if I didn't meet and hugg you already. Multi-talented. :))))))  12.09.09 - 1:37pm
Jackie Armstrong - he needs icing stitches like the gingerbread man in Shrek! lol :-)  12.09.09 - 7:51am
Manuella Pararas-Hulbert - Everytime I come back here, you always convince me to try something new. Wether its off camera flash or making gingerbread cookies,lol. Thanks for always inspiring us in everything you do. I think I'm gonna go try and make gingerbread cookies with my sons and I may even be brave enough to blog about it, maybe!!lol.  12.09.09 - 5:24am
Jessica C - Reminds me of the time my mom took me to a bakery and I told her I wanted four doughnuts. She was never one to give me exactly what I wanted but I think she felt the need to teach me a lesson about junk food. She bought me four. I ate two and said I was full. She made me eat the remainders. Twenty-nine years later, I loathe doughnuts. Cute story, I love your blog!  12.09.09 - 2:23am
Ginger Murray - Funny timing on this. I literally told my husband earlier tonight that I kind of have a cookie addiction. "Oh really!?" he says. "I should have realized that last Christmastime when you ate that entire plate of cookies and didn't share one morsel with me!" (Oopsies... )  12.08.09 - 11:57pm
Angel Canary - Jasmine, you are so adorable. Every Christmas Eve we make cookies, and my youngest is almost 16. Good times...  12.08.09 - 7:08pm
s h e r r y - That's a cute gingerbread man! I remember I once finished half a box of Oreos because I kept telling myself that the next one would be the "last one."   12.08.09 - 5:41pm
Rachel - So Cute! Beautiful Story...thanks for sharing!  12.08.09 - 5:39pm
jenny - On my way to the kitchen to break out the gingerbread recipe I've been saving !!!  12.08.09 - 3:40pm
Clayton Austin - I thought there was a hint of pain and agony on his face...  12.08.09 - 12:53pm
Erin Elizabeth - LOL! I can totally picture myself eating all those cookies... I'm glad I'm not the only one... I would have done the exact same thing... I'm still laughing! :)  12.08.09 - 12:48pm
Diandra - That is a great story! Now I want gingerbread men...  12.08.09 - 12:47pm
Jennifer O. - Omg, I thought I ate alot of cookies...never come close to that many though! Mmmm, they sound so good now, better go make some! LOL!  12.08.09 - 12:34pm
Narrelle - LOL. That sounds sooooo much like something I would have done, and I probably did actually, only I've blocked it from my memory. ;-) Love the gingerbread man. And don't worry, it's best you broke his leg - those things have a habit of escaping, and we can't have you missing your smugmug meeting because you were busy chasing your gingerbread across the country, with him taunting..."run, run as fast as you can....:  12.08.09 - 12:07pm
Gina Meola - Hahaha. Awesome cookie story.  12.08.09 - 11:27am
Lydia - Yay for Christmas cookies! Can't wait to see pictures from tonight's party!  12.08.09 - 11:10am
Pol - Really looking forward to this Christmas. Next week we move to our new home. (Still a rental, but that's ok) Having father in law over for Christmas and some good friends who are also new immigrants. Hoping to have a full house full of joy.  12.08.09 - 10:53am
Lauren Bauer - Love it! SO excited for the party tonight =D  12.08.09 - 10:51am
ohana photographers - mmm...cookies.   12.08.09 - 9:49am
Leyla - I love X-mas memories! Thank you for sharing yours... Now I have to bake some cookies =)  12.08.09 - 9:18am
Emily Abril - Love, love this swet story... pun totally intended!  12.08.09 - 9:16am
andie - what a sweet story and a great memory. I have similar types of memories that I still hang on to. thanks for sharing!   12.08.09 - 8:31am
Stephanie Stewart - Love the story! No worries about the broken leg...cookies are made to be eaten quickly anyway!!!  12.08.09 - 8:08am
Melissa Papaj - Such a fun Christmas memory. Thanks for sharing!  12.08.09 - 7:49am
Curtis Moore - Great story Jasmine! I'm off to the kitchen for some baking now... yum!  12.08.09 - 7:31am
B - Love it! Make some for us, sissy wissy :)  12.08.09 - 7:23am
Deyla Huss Photography - Ahhhhhhhhhhhh hes so cute!!! even with a broken leg Jas! Love it!!   12.08.09 - 7:17am
angie - I believe that not only has it been in the incredible talent behind that lens that has gotten you to "stardom" but that in your beautiful personality. I come here time to time to first drool over your pictures and secondly to enjoy your sweet spirit. You are truly blessed and we ar