08.22.10 Personal

An email to my best friends

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oday I sent an email to my best friends. Since so many of us are all over the world right now, email is the best form of communication and keeps us close. I wrote an email and I decided to post it here. For posterity's sake. After reading it a bit later, I realized I want to remember how I'm feeling at this exact moment. The good, the bad, and the slightly German.


To: Best Friendos
From: Jasmine Star
Date: Sunday, August, 22. 2010
Subject: Re: Re:

so i'm sitting here getting a pedicure and crying. you know, a little bit. the frey is playing on KBIG, you know...that soft rock station. the one we made fun of in high school. and now i'm crying to the music. what has happened to me!?!!? what's next...crying at folgers commercials?
i think i'm just extra emotional because i'm stressed and scared about next week and the creativelive course.
i didn't even want to get a pedicure. but, really, i can't go to seattle with jacked up feet. that's just wrong. on so many levels. what if i wear open-toe shoes and then everyone runs away? that would be embarrassing...because it's live on the internet and all.
so here's the deal. i'm just gonna lay it all out there because if all this goes south, you'll be there to help support me.
*we got home from the wedding last night at 1:30am. and we ate quesadillas. at 1:30am. if i've ever experienced eater's remorse, it was then. i'm feeling so puffy it ain't even funny.
*i feel like i might have bitten off more than i can chew. and i'm not talking about the quesadillas. this seattle event is scaring the crap outta me. like, every last bit of anything. i've been a walking ball of nerves for the past two weeks. i wake up in the morning and my first thought is: i hope i don't suck.
*i feel so much pressure shooting the wedding. there's so, so much going into the production of this event...but that's the craziest thing of all: it's not an event. it's her WEDDING. i'm just so overwhelmed wanting to give her everything she deserves, but at the same time balancing the fact that people are tuning in to watch me work. the.pressure.is.killing.me. please pray i can keep everything balanced and in perspective.
*all i really want to do is crawl in between the couch cushions with a pint of ben&jerry's and catch up on project runway. because, really, i need me some heidi klum to visper dat everyting will be AUF WIEDERSEHEN!!

in lighter news, i can't wait to see everyone at bi's wedding. am i the only one dying to 'cat claw' on the dancefloor?! bring it.
soft rock, puffy, and craving ice cream,
j*
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Hannah Skye - I'm sitting here at my desk with the biggest smile on my face after reading your post. It's actually the first post of yours I've ever read, although I've been a fan for a few years now. You sweet girl! Thank you for sharing how utterly human you are...it makes me feel okay with the swarms of butterflies that gather in my stomach days before every shoot. All we can do is try to transform those scared little butterflies into ass-kicking robo-flies, right?!! xo  08.28.10 - 12:16pm
Apple - aww. jazzy. i woke up at 3 am to watch you(tomorrow will wake up at 2 so I can watch it start!:P) and you were awesome! your nerves seemed to make you bound to explode anytime but really, you were awesome! I learned a lot from and about you. and I'm sure I'll take this when I go pro. just have fun! this is what you love to do after all!<3<3<3  08.26.10 - 7:55pm
Ginger Murray - Here are some thoughts... 1) You are shooting a wedding. You have done this a bazillion times. When you get into your groove, the nerves will go away! 2) If God is for us, who is against us?? 3) Notice these feelings you're having... that you're scared, nervous, insecure... Soon, this wedding will be done, and you will have completed this task... which won't even really be a task when you get there, since you love doing this. But, next time you feel those same feelings, you will be able to look back and say, "Hey, last time I felt this way, I achieved something awesome by pushing through my fear." Not that you would just turn around and back out, but recognize how you're feeling, and that you're going to DO this anyway! And not only are you going to do this, you're going to rock it. Because you always do. 4) And then, once you've finished this, make sure you celebrate... overcoming an obstacle/fear/milestone of any kind is worth celebrating... and if you forget to celebrate, it will be less rewarding... so make sure you do that! 5) Sure there will be people watching you... but think of them as guests at the wedding! Or, people tuning in to have a good time watching YOU have a good time. 6) Remember to have a good time. Much love to you.  08.25.10 - 2:04pm
Pamela Topping - You will rock this! <3  08.24.10 - 11:22pm
Laura - Hey Jaz, I think that dinner thing is a good idea tomorrow. We'll probably put each other at ease. If it makes you feel any better, I'm not the least bit concerned you're going to ruin my wedding. I'm more worried I'm only 2 days out and I still don't have a bra.  08.24.10 - 11:21pm
Josie - What can I say? Nothing more refreshing than seeing how real you are, a superstar wedding photographer nervous about what? wait a minute it must be that you are human too! haha Good luck, I can't wait to see it, you are such an inspiration!  08.24.10 - 10:41pm
Boogie Man - You got this J... I have full faith in you...the King has opened this door for you.....  08.24.10 - 5:33pm
Stacy - You're a Pro and you are going to ROCK IT!!!  08.24.10 - 5:01pm
Sara Lando - You are such a great human being. I'm sure everything will be ok and you'll be amazing. But anyway, remember that for us watching, the fact that you are scared and stressed out too is really something special, because we get to know how you deal with the same fears we all get when we shoot a wedding (something that by know is probably just the normal drill, for you). And even if you happen to screw up, just pick yourself up and keep going, and we can learn something important from that too. I'm pretty sure your screw-ups are what I'd call "me at my best" ;)   08.24.10 - 1:07pm
Bobbie Brown - Awww.... I am sorry you are feeling this way, however, I have no doubt you are going to rock.it.out! Much love.  08.24.10 - 12:17pm
Corinne Noel - Don't let the enemy steal your joy! This is what you wanted, this is what you worked so hard for, you've earned it! Don't freak out! You own this, this is the J* show & we are all just going to watch you in awe. You are most fabulous when you're real & simply gorgeous when your goofy. Embrace the moment, this IS huge, but not huge stress & wondering if you'll do well, but huge accomplishment, joy, honor. You are more than worthy :) God is all over this and you know it! He's got your back...who can be against you! You got this!!!  08.24.10 - 10:36am
Jo-Anne Kyle - It's too bad that Jasmine of next week isn't here to tell you how much fun you had during the CreativeLive event :) It's hard work planning the classes and organizing all the details but it will all be so worth it. Know that you have lots of people cheering you on and wishing you only the best !  08.24.10 - 10:32am
Ernst - I know this is easy to say; try to have fun and savor the moment. Only a select few get this "opportunity." Jasmine, whatever happens, the experience will undoubtedly make you stronger. That alone is something to be thankful for. Cheers Ernst  08.24.10 - 6:01am
Annette - Aw Jasmine.. You know you cant help but be a * :-). Seriously you are going to be brilliant, I have all the confidence in the world in you and I cannot wait to see the magic you weave in seattle. Go Girl !  08.24.10 - 5:10am
Mindy Metivier - Jazzy* you are going to rock this whole week doing what you do best...being you and creating fabulous images!!! Good luck!!! Sending you BIG VIRTUAL HUGS!!! Do you feel them?!?! :)  08.24.10 - 1:11am
jules wiegand - seems to me.. what got you here in the first place is that you make it all about the couple. I think if you keep that the main thing.. we will learn exactly what we need to learn :).   08.23.10 - 10:43pm
James Reyes - You can't go wrong Jasmine. People just want to get a sense of what you already do, on a daily basis. If you didn't even say a word during the day of the wedding event to the live audience, but just carried out your photography as you usually do, I'd still learn more from that than any other source.   08.23.10 - 8:44pm
Laurie Bracewell - Jas, Brianna is spot on in what she said. All of it. Just be you - that is exactly who we are tuning in to see. And it's because we all love you already. Think of us as cheerleaders and supporters. Rah, rah, sis-boom-bah! ;)  08.23.10 - 8:14pm
Sharon - you have captured the feelings of 100% of photographers out there...whether its weddings or shooting the CEO of a company. Thank you for posting this and being real. It is encouraging and revealing...a reminder that we are all just human. This wedding will be wonderful and you look back on it with a smile and satisfaction only you can know. Cheers.  08.23.10 - 8:10pm
Ana - Just to help you calm down: i'm from BRAZIL and i'll be watching YOU! lol stay cool, you're gonna rock it, as always. can't wait!  08.23.10 - 6:51pm
Jessica Chavez - Jas, you're going to be great!! I'm sure you'll rock out this wedding like you've done before, about the cameras don't worry suddenly you won't know they're there. Just do what you do best! Shoot and be fab!! xoxo  08.23.10 - 5:16pm
Yolanda F Mendoza - I just found out about you today through a friend, and so excited about the event you are taking on. thank you for being honest. if you make a mistake allow yourself to accept it, "hell we more than likely won't even notice", cause you are so dame good at what you do!!!! just move on and remember to smile and take a deep breath. i'm excited to learn and see you in action - no pressure intended. my goal is to be one of the top ten wedding photographers and you are my inspiration. thank you again for being so honest, because i too get freaking scared, i ask myself am i reaching too high for the s t a r s. take care and I'll say a pray for you. yfm-  08.23.10 - 3:58pm
Tanya Jose - dearest Jasmine, this is why i love you (your blog, not in a stalker'ish way, but you know what i mean). you are on here, telling all of us how afraid you are for what's to come. every time i have a shoot, i'm afraid too. afraid of disappointing my client, and any potential client that may find my work. you....have no need to fret...because you ALWAYS produce great things & you settle for nothing less than perfect. this is why i love your blog & your work. can't wait to see you at the Seattle workshop!! YOU CAN DO IT!!  08.23.10 - 3:08pm
Melissa - This is the truth.....my husband is at the stove cooking while I am at the kitchen island reading your blog. He turns to me and asks, what are you reading Jasmine Star again? I said, how did you know? He says, I can tell by the smirk on your face as well as the little giggle that you're trying to hold back. He gets me, he really gets me!!! Anyway, you really know how to bring a smirk and little giggle to someone's day :)   08.23.10 - 3:00pm
Ashley - Jasmine! The phrase "I hope I don't suck" pretty much runs through my head before every wedding I shoot! You will do amazing. And all those people watching you on the internet? They're all rooting for you and know you won't suck. That's why they're tuning in in the first place (:  08.23.10 - 2:45pm
Daniela - Jasmine, I found you 3 years ago. I followed your blog since then - almost every day. Your pictures are my inspiration, as Vogue is yours. I love the way you share, communicate and blog. You are my little hero. To shorten it up: You can do it!Can't wait to see you shooting ... and: I'm listening to The Fray now...   08.23.10 - 12:34pm
adwet harsora - Back here in India, we believe that good things happen to good people. i have been following your blog for around a year now. and i guess i can say with a certain degree of confidence, that good things will happen to you! regards, Dr.Adwet Harsora.  08.23.10 - 11:36am
Lydia - Jasmine, don't be anything but yourself and everything will be fine!! No matter what happens, we will still love you!  08.23.10 - 10:07am
Mikaela - Praying for you (and your nerves) this week! xox  08.23.10 - 9:24am
Angela Woolridge - Thank you so much for all the work and nervousness that you are going through to bring this to us. We get scared too and worried that we will suck....so WE understand more than anyone, and we love you for leading the way for us!! You are amazing and we will enjoy tuning in just to hang with you, even if there was nothing new to learn! Hard hiking, but make sure you enjoy the mountain top while you are up there!!  08.23.10 - 8:35am
Juliane - hello, I'm Juliane from Germany and thank you for AUF WIEDERSEHEN. It makes me laugh and happy. Thanks. Auf Wiedersehen   08.23.10 - 8:34am
terri z - jasmine * ... just be you and KIR !!!  08.23.10 - 7:53am
Eddie - Wow! I'm starting to feel nervous too! Just kidding! You're AMAZING! -Eddie Sanchez  08.23.10 - 7:50am
Calder Clark - Lady, you're gonna kill it. Throw on the peeptoes and get down to bidness like you always do- we all believe in you! Big prayers from Chucktown. xo  08.23.10 - 7:39am
Nay - Hi jasmine, I will be praying that the Lord will use you as a vessel to SHINE His love to many! That He will give you favor & grace during the event for His glory! Love the work you do! God bless you, Nay  08.23.10 - 7:37am
Julian Reyes - Jasmine, you are an inspriation to thousands. Visualize yourself as you do the classes, knowing that everyone loves you, go through the passes, see yourself looking great, your toes phenominal. Youre in the zone now. Your classes are going smoothly and youll enjoy a celebration with Jd after each one. Many will feel youre creative soul. Just be you. Your personal power carries your message. You were given a gift. Now its your turn to give back the only way you know how. =)  08.23.10 - 7:22am
Stephanie Stewart - You will be absolutely fabulous!!! How do I know this? Because you know what you are doing, you are great with people, you are great at teaching, and you rock!   08.23.10 - 7:13am
Jan Van der Heyden - Even IF you would suck, you're still waaay better than anyone else in the world, don't ever forget that. You're an inspiration to all of us.  08.23.10 - 7:10am
Jessica Gaines - J* I have never posted on your site before but feel like the time has come :) I just can not express enough my gratitude to you for doing this Creative live shoot! I have been shooting for a year now and have taken on a few weddings and seem to really have a passion for shooting those moments , though it can be very stressful and exhausting. the results are worth it all. Having no funds to attend workshops or no opportunity to train with a more experienced photographer, this creative live course you are teaching has given me so much encouragement. There are times when doubt seems to creep in , especially since everything I have learn has been self taught and then you run across an email that says J* will be shooting a live wedding and teaching for 5 days ! Then the sun seems to come out again . I know you will be amazing! Your passion and honesty is something rare and always seems to show through your work. Even if something does go wrong ,it's o.k that's just part of this crazy thing called life,and it's a new day tomorrow :) Thank you again for taking on this new adventure and for opening yourself up for us photographers out there who may not have another opportunity like this. I know it will be inspiring. I can't wait to learn from you! Thank you , Thank You Thabk you!  08.23.10 - 6:57am
Joy Jill - Chillax! There will be a lot of people watching and yes, it is a big event, but it is ONLY big because people like you and they want to learn from you. All people want is for you to do your thing so we can learn from it :) You'll be great!  08.23.10 - 6:54am
Mary - Hi Jas, looking forward to meeting you in Seattle! It's even supposed to be sunny for your visit! Hope you get a chance to see some of the interesting places to shoot while you are here. Check out the incredible library, as well as the bubble gum wall at Pike St Market. It's a riot! I know that you will have a great time once you get here. We are all very excited to see you!  08.23.10 - 6:54am
Dee - I think you're going to be amazing Jasmine! :)  08.23.10 - 6:50am
Trevor Allen Photography - Jasmine, I just shot my own sisters wedding last week. It was really the only time I've ever been really nervous. Yes, I've had the butterflies racing around my belly to keep me sharp before but this time it was gut wrenching and actually making me emotional. But knowing it was me who was doing this for her was the most wonderful feeling. I shoot my brothers wedding in a month.  08.23.10 - 5:01am
Jess - YOU will be AMAZING. You have tons of speaking experience, and an unbelievably huge support system! You're gonna rock it my dear! I'll leave you with a quote I love... "Your belief determines your action and your action determines your results, but first you have to BELIEVE." -Mark Victor Hansen  08.23.10 - 4:47am
sarah - ain't no shame in crying at a folger's commercial.  08.23.10 - 3:15am
Suki - I know you'll do wonderfully! We all have to stretch our boundaries every now and then... You can do it. Keep your head up.  08.23.10 - 2:53am
Shanna - Jasmine, if this is any help at all, I have been talking about this Creative Live workshop to my boyfriend for weeks now (you know talking about it like I know you) - wait I think that may make you more nervous -but I am excited - because I get a chance to learn from you, when other wise it would impossible, cause I live like a 100 thousand miles away, in Johannesburg, South Africa. So thank you, for putting yourself out there in the world, thanks for having the guts to try. I admire that. Everybody gets nervous, I sometimes cry to corny soft rock music too, usually Air Supply, so you not alone there and I know the only way out of fear is through. You’ve got this. Trust. ;) :)  08.23.10 - 2:28am
brianna - Well now, this email looks slightly familiar!! Here's the thing: I love you(<-- that's not the advice but it's equally important). You are a crazy mess when you are nervous but it's a good thing. It means you've stepped out of your comfort zone and are doing what is necessary to be bigger, better, and badder (in a good way) then you already are. Knowing nothing about your crazy world, it's obvious that people want to learn from you...not a perfect version of you...just YOU. That makes it easy--you just be yourself and do what you've always done. So my advice is, feel the fear and do it anyway. Embrace it. And theeeen, rest your feet and get ready to party the night away in Santa Barbara because I will be there (with toothpicks holding my eyes open) ready to party the night away and squeeze your big head!  08.23.10 - 2:10am
kim james - risk / reward. The risk is great but the reward is greater and if you mess up people will still learn from you, what not to do. Everytime I take on a bigger badder better deal than the last I agonize. And then I up the ante next time. No matter what you are loved and adored and you are a great teacher. That can't go away.  08.22.10 - 11:26pm
Kaysha - You already have every ability needed to pull of creative live, just trust yourself and have faith that everything will work out just the way it should! :)  08.22.10 - 10:56pm
sherry boles - You'll do GREAT!!! Ignore all us out there in cyberland and "do your thang!" We're tuning in to see you be YOU! Here's wishing you all the best!!! :)  08.22.10 - 10:43pm
Pam - I've been following your blog for the past 3 years. My sister (who is a photographer) introduced your blog to me and I was hooked. I love all aspects of your blog because it encompasses your life. You are such an inspirational photographer and it's been a privilege to get to know you through your blog. You KIR even when you're not sure you want 'everyone' to know of your fears, weaknesses, goals and aspirations. To me, that is truly inspiring. If you could see yourself through the eyes of others, you would see how beyond amazing you are; in work and in life! Even on the days you are feeling less than yourself. Don't be nervous, just be you. Be still and breathe.   08.22.10 - 10:34pm
Romonia Isaac - I love this post Jasmine. So raw and unscripted. You do not suck; you will be great. Just do what you do and everything will be fabulous. You are a talented photographer, mentor, teacher and individual. Any woman that is lucky enough to have you as her photographer on her wedding day will be greatly satisfied**cough**we have seen your work. ;) I can only imagine how nervous you are for the Creative Live Jasmine* Wedding and you should be!!! It is a huge step in your life/career and it is a step that you will surpass in ways you did not think were imaginable. I hope that you enjoyed your pedicure [I definitely need one] and that the rest of your Sunday has be wonderful. Have a great week, good luck and give them 100% of you. You are who we love after all. :)  08.22.10 - 10:28pm
Tara - I am so thrilled you took them up on this offer :). I wish I could offer some wonderful words of encouragement but I didn't apply to be there live (even though I would LOVE to be there) because I get that fear thing. The thought of going on camera makes me slightly nauseous. But I do know this, I have had little to no opportunity to learn wedding photography from an experienced photographer. This year I have been given the gift of a couple brides that allowed me to learn as I did their weddings. And that I discovered that love shooting weddings is a bit of understatement. Yes there is work and stress and more work and yet more stress but I love doing it. But I want to get better. My funds are severly limited right now (being laid off from the job that was paying the bills, so this currently is my only income)limits my travel/workshop opportunities. To a girl in the middle of the Canadian prairies with no mentors or opportunities to achieve one here - this means a lot to me. It's affordable education from someone whose work I really enjoy. But I get the fear - I would be too. But at the same time I'm very excited for myself to just hear your thoughts on this crazy wedding photography business. Thank you for having the courage to do it ::)  08.22.10 - 10:12pm
Michael Domingo - You make it sound like you've never done this before! Sheesh. Get over it, already! Even if you sucked, your suck would be at a level that is ass-kickingly, we're-not-worthy awesome for the rest of us. And that'd be if you just came out and said "Hi, I'm Jasmine" at the event, or if you were airshooting the wedding -- yeah, no camera, you just putting your fingers up in the air near your face and making a clicking sound. It'd still be better shots than we'd all get. Really. Wipe the fear off your face and do it, don't think it. (Okay, did that work? I hope so....)  08.22.10 - 10:10pm
Kare - You are going to rock it!  08.22.10 - 10:04pm
Sabrina - Just focus on some small things to help make the big picture seem easier to handle. Like... breathing! I find that's sometimes a good place to start. Oh and have fun. I think those two things will get you through just fine :)  08.22.10 - 8:53pm
Shefali Lindsey - Jasmine, you are going to Rock. It. Out. Take deep breaths and remember to do what you tell us to do: be yourself! You go, girl!!!  08.22.10 - 8:51pm
Denise Saucedo - Omygoodness girl you are going to ROCK it!!!! I wish I could have gotten the entire week off to watch you prepare for this but Corporate America might go under if I am not there... so I will buy your CD and watch it over and over and over again!!!!! I cannot wait to see you in action!!! With popcorn and sour patch kids by my side and maybe even an extra large coke from QT to even things out a bit! You are AMAZING!!!! Although it's kinda cool to know that even YOU of all people are nervous to show off all your wonderful tricks. I couldn't even imagine!!! Just focus on not ripping your pants and I think all will be good in the hood girl!! xoxo love ya bunches!!!!! Break a leg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  08.22.10 - 8:20pm
Michelle Lunn - You will do a Phenomenal job!!! If people don't like...whateva....remember? That's what you told us at the shot part and I'm holding you to it! Here is a glimpse of what you meant to everyone here in the mid west! :) http://michellelunnphotography.blogspot.com/2010/08/shot-party-2010-featuring-j.html  08.22.10 - 8:02pm
plain_jo - as the song goes "Don't worry 'bout nothin' Pray about everything." Ps. 46:10 Be still and KNOW that I Am God.  08.22.10 - 7:49pm
Michelle C - I don't think I've commented on your blog before, but I've been following it for a bit. Jasmine, I just wanted to say that I love how your write, your humor and your honesty. I totally understand those nervous-oh-my-god-why-am-i-doing-this feelings, and I just wanted to let you know that you'll be great! Can't wait to tune in and learn a bunch :)  08.22.10 - 7:24pm
Ceresa - This is your forte, Jasmine!!! People, Photography, Teaching, Inspiring....it's what you do!! It's going to be amazing & we can't wait to learn from you!!!!  08.22.10 - 7:18pm
Juli L. - I understand your anxiety, but honestly you are going to do awesome!! Don't worry so much, because if you are just yourself there will be nothing to worry about and you will do great!   08.22.10 - 7:17pm
Lauri - From someone who has experienced being on the other side of your lens during our wedding day, I have to tell you you honestly have NOTHING to worry about!! You're going to give this bride the most amazing experience and photos, all while showing everyone how fun-loving and awesome you are! I can't wait to tune in :)  08.22.10 - 6:56pm
Nicole - Just be yourself and do what you already do oh so well and all will be great! Yes, we'll be watching, but only in pure admiration and support. :-)  08.22.10 - 6:48pm
brianne - you'll be nervous at first but once you get started shooting you'll fall back into photographer mode and you'll forget about everything else going on around you because you have a job to do! you'll be great!  08.22.10 - 5:38pm
Lindy - I can't wait to see you being absolutely fabulous! Counting down the days!  08.22.10 - 5:36pm
Jennifer Bacchiocchi - Jasmine, we all love you so much because you're not perfect. You show us that are human and make mistakes but you're still are a rock star! Truthfully even if you totally messed up (which you won't) we would still love you. Because you have created such an amazing community of love and support for us. But I knowthat, in the words of Tim Gunn, your gonna "make it work"!  08.22.10 - 5:34pm
DJ - JD should get a pedicure too.  08.22.10 - 5:26pm
Victoria - J* It's totally normal to be nervous about taking on something like this, even if you are a total rockstar (you are, BTW!!). I totally understand how you feel. It's that generous soul that makes you want to give so much of yourself to make everyone else happy... but when you feel nervous, remember that we are all rooting for you and those of us who will be in there in person (me, sans pedicure; my esthetician is on vacation!) will be sending you massive doses of positive energy and support. And if that doesn't work, just know that they have Ben & Jerry's in Seattle, and we can all dig in together and laugh about everything when the cameras stop rolling. You are going to do an amazing job. I have complete faith in you!! :-)  08.22.10 - 5:22pm
Karen Stott - Jasmine you are amazing. You are going to do so awesome and Laura and Billy are going to be beyond blessed. I am certain. Thank you for all you do. Hugs to you.  08.22.10 - 5:18pm
Marta - Awww! *Hugs* to you girl. It will be stressful I am sure but you will do fine. I believe you will rock it. Just take a deep breath and enjoy the pedicure. I can't wait to meet you in Seattle.   08.22.10 - 5:09pm
Jennie Baer - Jasmine. Don't you know we're here because... we love you. Every little bit of you. You being yourself is what keeps us coming back. I hope I get to see just you on the Creative Live feed. You being... you. Don't sweat it, because you can't screw it up. Even if you tried. Love you and everything you are. You are my mentor, my example, and everything I would want in a friend. Your rock J*!  08.22.10 - 5:07pm
Marie - (((Jasmine))) <-- those are my internet hugs. Sometime if you drink something along with a big bite, it goes down easier. My Mom would suggest wine. ;D  08.22.10 - 4:40pm
Cheryl - First of all... just BREATHE. It seems like your nerves have helped you plenty int thepast so ... When it's time to start, Forget that the cameras will even be filming you and pretend you're telling a friend (because that is exactly who you will be telling) whatgoes through your mind and the filming considerations you ponder while you record anyone's special day. I know it will be wonderful and I can't wait to start class. For the record, you can "bring it" even without a pedicure!  08.22.10 - 4:39pm
Carrie Krupke - Jasmine, Just bought the downloads for a little after the event starts. I know I have no authority in your life and this probably won't calm you down completely if at all, but know that I'm looking forward to learning a lot by watching you work and seeing if what I do on a wedding day is at all the "right" thing to do or at least along the same lines. Look at it as a collaboration and team effort, then it might not be so scary? I'm just excited to see you work and walk through an entire wedding day. Just do what you know how to do and it will be fantastic!  08.22.10 - 4:28pm
Evie Perez - Wow Jasmine, you have nothing to fear!! You are going to do great. Just shoot like you normally do and act like it's just another ne of your fabulous weddings!!!! Just keep on doing what you know best and act like you are not getting filmed. I bet you are going to do so great that you are going to forget all about the cameras. Just be yourself and have fun. Here is a little something that came to my mind: 2 Timothy 1:7 (The Message) 5-7That precious memory triggers another: your honest faith—and what a rich faith it is, handed down from your grandmother Lois to your mother Eunice, and now to you! And the special gift of ministry you received when I laid hands on you and prayed—keep that ablaze! God doesn't want us to be shy with his gifts, but bold and loving and sensible.   08.22.10 - 4:21pm
Robin - Jasmine - It is in humility that we rise to a place that God has prepared for us. You have been blessed with the eye of God's heart and He has given you great strength...this is a walk in the park my dear...you are very blessed...just wallow in Jesus for the day...Just continue to seek Him and He will pull you through! Rock it girl...you got everything you need or you wouldn't be where you are:)..oh and ben&jerry's ice cream...great choice of comfort food...my fav!  08.22.10 - 4:19pm
Kaylee Sizemore - Not that you need luck.... but good luck!!!!! Give a big OC shout out!!!  08.22.10 - 4:17pm
charlotte - J*, you are totally going to rock it!!! thank you for sharing with us and being so authentically you! remember that the j* fans will be there to cheer you on no matter what happens! we all love you, your work & your blog for YOU, mistakes (of which there are none) and all. good luck and i can't wait to tune in!!!  08.22.10 - 4:15pm
Mayra - Jasmine: Thanks for sharing your anxiety with all of us. But remember all the challenges you've already faced and conquered. And also remember that Chase would not have invited you to do this if he had any doubts of the outcome. He wants to show the BEST working in CreativeLive courses so that we can learn from the best. ¡P'alante! :-)  08.22.10 - 4:11pm
Alexander Gardner - You're going to rock the event Jasmine. It's only natural to feel a little stage fright but once you're there it'll be like your workshops. ROCK IT ROCK IT ROCK IT WOMAN!  08.22.10 - 4:10pm
Mom - You are going to be fabulous. You always are Jasmine!! Love, Mom  08.22.10 - 4:09pm
Alanna - Jasmine: I've become a fan recently and I've managed to get through your entire blog and website. While your fears may be human, you have to know that every other time you've felt this type of apprehension, you've persevered. This will be another triumph and you will walk away relieved and joyous, thinking to yourself "I did it and it was fabulous!". Believe in yourself, your talent, and the faith that those around you have in you - including all of us whom you don't know....but are rooting for you!   08.22.10 - 4:05pm
Lisa Ronco - Thanks Jasmine for being so open with us. I had a shoot yesterday with friends that I knew was going to be easy going. I still got butterflies. Can't wait to see what you will do. I'm sure to be amazed! I'll also be checking out the pedicure :) Might have to get one for the wedding too...lol! Blessings!  08.22.10 - 4:02pm
Amber - Well obviously you're going to rock it out. And you can know that the little people like me are practically *guaranteed* to get a ton out of the creativelive event, even if everything goes terribly wrong. And you want to help the little people, right?  08.22.10 - 3:56pm
IPBrian - I love this! It's great to know uber-talented people are full of self doubt too. :-) You are going to do awesome!  08.22.10 - 3:50pm
Melissa - Oh Jasmine - you are going to be fabulous! There is no doubt about it ... everyone watching will be in awe of your awesomeness and talent. Don't stress! Can't wait!  08.22.10 - 3:47pm
Steve - Jasmine, after seeing your photos, so many amazing photos, Im sure your gonna do great this week! creativeLIVE and people like you and Chase Jarvis who are willing to share what they are doing and how they are doing it, have taught me, at 17, how to be a photographer and a director. Without people doing what you do through your blog and through your workshop, I would not be able to take photos like I can today. The things you teach reach beyond just your blog and your workshop. I have been able to take what I have learned from people who are sharing about photography, and make my Eagle Project benefit my Pregnancy Help Center by giving them a new DVD to tell their incredible story. You benefit people in ways you would not even believe, and for that I am grateful beyond words. Go get that pint of Ben and Jerry's you deserve and do great this week! ~steve blog.stephen-hebert.com   08.22.10 - 3:45pm
Amber Fox - Jasmine, you are going to do great. You always do great. Your anxiety reminds me of what I have been reading a lot about in Luke 12 right now. Jesus tells us not to "have an anxious mind. For all these things the nations of the world seek after, and your Father knows that you need these things. but seek the kingdom of God and all these things shall be added to you." Don't worry about the quesadilla or the crazy amounts of people who are watching, just be YOU and rock it. Rest on God and remember how far He has taken you.   08.22.10 - 3:43pm
jasmine* - @Natchtstern: I know Heidi says 'goodbye' when she says AUF WIEDERSEHEN, but it sounds so nice, doesn't it? Like, the way it just rolls off her tongue? Makes me feel all warm and fuzzy. Even though it probably shouldn't! ;)  08.22.10 - 3:42pm
Colleen - Hello..this is your BFF in MI. I too am scraed of Seattle...you see, I'll be ordering the Downloads because I want to make a go of this photography passion of mine (and couldn't get off the day job to see it LIVE). And at age 54, I'm scared, too. So let's make a pack...I'll give you a break as my mentor...if you'll be gentle with my dream and fear. And remember, you have already been absolutely fabulous and the best teacher to me (virtually)--and given me courage by honestly sharing your journey...so there is no way that you will fail--it's just another step down the path. It will be 'ok' and in the words of Heidi, you will be ausgezeichnet (wonderful!). :-)  08.22.10 - 3:40pm
angel - I have a feeling all you will have to do if you get overly overwhelmed is turn to JD. And he'll remind you of your talent and abilities. And then you can go back to rockin it! Can't wait! LUVS!  08.22.10 - 3:40pm
stephanie - Jasmine you're a rockstar...no need to be nervous! I am so excited for you coming to Seattle and getting the chance to hear your inspiration at the roadshow. Keep your head up girl...you're going to knock this out of the water:) (as always)  08.22.10 - 3:39pm
annie - I CANNOT believe that Im the first to comment on this!! But, I think its great that you are feeling like this, very humble, you know who is really in charge. There are SO many people who feel just like you do and its really nice to see that someone at your level feels the same! You will be great! God gives each of us talents and with men it is impossible but with God ALL things are possible! ROCK it! Ill be watching...  08.22.10 - 3:39pm
Kayleen T. - Aww I know you will rock it! And after it is all said and done it will be like the greatest thing any wedding photographer has ever done!   08.22.10 - 3:38pm
Sharon Beadnell - I would TOTALLY feel the EXACT same way if I were in your shoes; unless I had your talent, that is. You're gonna be great!  08.22.10 - 3:36pm
Nachtstern - Loved the honesty of this post... However, I do not quite get how you need Heidi Klum to tell you that everything will be "Good Bye"/"See you again" :)  08.22.10 - 3:33pm
tricia Moskal - Your amazing, gifted, and you are gonna rock it. cause your awesome!  08.22.10 - 3:31pm
Patty Reiser - Jasmine, You want the truth! I've seen you talk in person. I've seen your wedding photos. I've attended a few Creative Live classes. You are going to ROCK at this. And I can't wait to watch in live from my home studio here in the desert. Celebrate Life and Capture It! Patty   08.22.10 - 3:31pm
senthil - Jasmine, Jasmine.. Jasmine! You are the best of the best and i understand the stress you go through. You always give out the best to the world and no matter how bad you plan to do, the result would always be outstanding. Creative live gonna cherish your session for ever and its sure gonna be the best. Dont worry about anything.. when your hands are on your camera, you be magical! We love you always, even if you suck totally. And, we will always be with you..DOnt worry about anything.  08.22.10 - 3:30pm
Lori - You are going to be fab. I am going to photograph my very first wedding on 9/5 so I am in the same shape you are for very different reasons. You are going to ROCK!!  08.22.10 - 3:27pm
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